2003
One of the best things about Toukley Parish was the parish team, which had Mercy Sister Eileen, youth minister Fiona and family minister Alison. Three strong and capable women who challenged and supported me in ministry and with whom we had a strong collaborative ministry team.
Unfortunately what was missing from that team was our parish priest, whose lack of interest in working collaboratively was one of the first red flags which made me have concerns about him. On its own it could be innocuous, but together with an over investment of time in events with (I won't say ministry with) children including regular camps away, and lack of interest in other areas of ministry made me start to have serious doubts. A couple of other things which I won't write of here were enough to make me express my concerns firstly to my vicar general and then to my bishop.
Alas I turned out to be right, and years later he was convicted and jailed for offences against with children (which took place elsewhere). I'm glad I recognised some warning signs. I'm glad I spoke up. I think I'd kick myself if I had lived with him for two years and didn't see or say anything.
These were the less happy remembrances on today's leg of the Camino, but I am so so happy to be back on the trail after a day's rest and having been ready to give up yesterday. Mykey and I met at 6.30am to start walking, each of us nursing the same injury and needing to go slow as we left Pamplona.
It was a beautiful morning, leaving the city in the pre-dawn darkness and then seeing the sun come up behind us as we ascended the hill up to Cizur Menor. The sun cresting the eastern sky illumined streaky contrails and lit up the rows of sunflowers with golden light.
Another hill led to a pilgrim monument with silhouettes of of past pilgrims on horseback at foot, made famous in Martin Sheen's The Way film.
I also saw people taking photos of piles of hay bales which seemed odd but I realised that there was also a scene in the film featuring these, and The Way has formed so many people's imagination of of the Camino.
But I was entranced by the parade of wind turbines topping the ridge. I have always loved wind turbines and find them majestic and beautiful ever since a scene in Danny Boyle's 28 Days Later where, after so much running from the zombies the heroes drive along a deserted motorway with wind turbines spinning gracefully in the background as Ave Maria plays, a rare moment of beauty in the midst of an otherwise chaotic and scary film.
So, having never had a chance to be so close, I went up and gave one a hug. I placed my ear against its trunk and listening to its soothing hum before walking on to the town of Puerta La Reina for the night.
We’re so very happy you’re on the trail again!
ReplyDeleteThanks Richard.
DeleteAwesome job on nursing yourself and continuing your journey today. Remember life is about the journey and not the destination itself. If doubt comes along again, remember you have dedicated time for the journey in all its forms not just to reach De Compostela. God bless you and Bueno Camino.
ReplyDeleteSing praise to the Lord!!
ReplyDeleteI felt so confident that you wouldn't give up and that you would be graced with persistence. The gift of Mykey as an injured companion to go slow with you is such a blessing! Gail
ReplyDeleteSo good to see that you are now moving ahead and enjoying the experience.
DeleteThe Camino is not as easy as it seems. My husband did the Camino Norte 2022 and on the first day met a steep roman road and did his knee and back. With help and buses he got to Santiago but not the way he planned. He returned this year to complete his missed journey and got severe food poisoning after completing his first section. Out of action for 3 days and then finally a bus again to Santiago stopping 10k outside the city to walk in. Everyone does it their way. Hope you feel better and take it slow.
ReplyDeleteGod is with you! Trust in Him. He walks besides You! We are all so proud of you! Ann Marie
ReplyDeleteGlad you are back on track again Father Jim, although I am late in reading your blog, enjoying it so far. Hoping you take it easier and holding up till the end :)
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